Me Me ME!
Hey ho everyone!Well, this is my first official online blog! Yay me!
i love to keep a journal about my daily life, and i write in it religiously, so I figure why not post my thoughts and feelings online, then perhaps I can get a reply and maybe change my (sometimes determined and extremely selfish) mind on issues I should really be letting out to those around me! haha..sounds like i'm boring hey!
Well...here it is...I've been suffering anorexia for about 2 years now and it sucks! I had to quit uni half way through the first semester in 2005, when I was studying Psych. Now I'm back, and ready, but I've completely changed my goals and now I'm studying Journalism! Things are gonn abe tough for a while, just until I get myself into a rhythm and used to the pressures of uni.
I'm very far from being well, and my family thinks its best for me not to be back at uni so soon. But i'm determined to get through it all!!
So i have about 9 kg's to put on... it's a bloody long journey and its soooooooooooo hard and even more frustrating but i'm hoping there is a bright light at the end of the tunnel, somewhere!
Anyways, thats is... cheers to all!
posted by nooky @ 3/02/2006 02:47:00 PM
1 Comments:
heya.
i just wanted to say that the best thing i have ever done to get better was to ignore everyone and everything and pretty much tell them to fuck themselves. i also give myself enough time to feed myself. today, it took until well after two o'clock to eat breakfast, which is not amazing. still, i ate two full meals which in my checklist is a success. so there.
anyway, i know what it's like not to want to wake up in the morning. whenever that happens, i usually end up remembering the last time i felt like dying, and all the shit that's happened in between the two times and how i had no idea that any of that could happen. or i just fucking don't think anything and shove myself in the shower. either way works.
cheers.
rie
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