gumboots for gumbies!

There are no rainbows here today, literally speaking.
But, in my world, the rainbows seem to have frizzled into mere fragments of my surrounding peers imaginations!
Haha...everyone is telling me that there is a better way of living and that I should get up, out of bed and do something or go somewhere. Well I have, and still things are as frighteningly boring as they were before. I'm not keen to stay this way, however whenever an enticing idea appears i sit and ponder the outcome, and sit and ponder the outcome and sit and ponder the outcome.... until I've thought about it too much and its boring all over again. Ha, sad ha!
perhaps i should just act on instinct next time? But thats not the way I operate... I prefer to sit on the fence and watch as other people make my decisions for me, and I can do something on the spur of the moment because that would be irrational, and bad things will happen. Right?
Meh, maybe next time I will just do it. Ha. maybe